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close my eyesclose my eyes wish them away even when i know the tears are here to stay
close my eyes shut them tight even when i know you've given up the fight
close my eyes nothing left to say even when i know you will just walk away
close my eyes trying to stay strong even when i know everything went wrong
close my eyes breathe in deep even when i know
you're not mine to keep

close my eyes remember who i have left   now i know i really did my best close my eyes
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tearstears fall from my face im stuck in such a lonely place as darkness falls all around me i feel as though i'll never be free i'll hang my head to hide my shame i don't think i'll ever be the same your just like all the other guys see the proof from the tears in my eyes you said you would never hurt me then you went and left me as the tears continue to fall i realise it was your call i promise that this will always be the very last time you ever see me tears
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i stillThey say it gets better with time Well i guess that is just a lie My heart still longs for you But you dont feel the same as i do
I still want to be yours I still want you to hold me tight I still want you to say its alright I still want you to be mine
When i first saw you Something happened inside My heart it knew Deep down it wants to be with you
I still need your touch I still need you to be mine I still need everything to go right I still need to tell you why
I should have known I should have guessed I sh i still
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conflictedI need to tell you What my heart wants to say My head wants me to stop Turn and walk away
My heart is feeling conflicted My head says move on My heart is feeling restricted My head says stay strong
My heart longs to be with you In everything you do My head tells me to forget everything Think of the pain it will bring
My heart is feeling conflicted My head says move on My heart is feeling restricted My head says stay strong
My heart wishes you were right here Then there would be nothing to fear My head tells m conflicted
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My World Won't Stop For YouOur good times have faded, and our love simply died. I wanted it to work out, but you just said “I tried”. So we split apart and went our separate ways It seems forever since we talked though it’s only a couple days. My life hasn’t stopped though I miss your touch. I still care for you but not quite as much. You left me here alone feeling your love was a lie It seems you didn’t want to hurt me but you wanted to say goodbye. You are very special and the time with you felt true Now I’m realizing that it’s over and my world won’t stop for you. My World Won't Stop For You
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stare into perfectionTo Stare into perfection, Is to stare into your eyes They hold the awnsers to all the lies
I look at your face, your dear sweet blank face Knowing now the awnsers to time and space
as you lay frightfully still and make no fight I see I've lost my beacon of light
But the bond we hold shall always last through the present, future and our past
Time is something you cannot keep So I watch you while you sleep
I cant help but feel empty at your side For I feel that you have died stare into perfection
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missing youlooking round an empty room again you took my heart and now i'm not the same minutes lasting hours, in this game i wanted love but now i feel the shame
cry myself to sleep at night the hollow where my soul should be it's too dark can't see the light wish you were here, please save me
your oceans away; i pretend i can take it but each and everyday; my happiness yeah, i fake it the only time i'm me; is with your arms around me wish i could make you see; the value you are to me just wanna look, into those eyes, for a second just wanna be, inside your arms missing you
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my life sucks >.<

Sun Oct 25, 2009, 3:05 PM

right these last few months have been complete and utter crap and heres why:
everything just seems to be going from bad to shit all at the same time and theres nothing i can do to stop it. i feel like everything i believe and trust has just gone and i cant get it back. i feel as tho the people i love are just taking me for a prat and i cant speek up for myself cuz i just make things worse.. my family is falling apart and theres nothing i can do to stop it.. and the man in my life that i cud actually like is oblivious about how i feel because no matter how many times i others my heart i just got hurt and i cant bring myself to give any1 my heart for fear of getting it broken

i cant keep feeling depressed cuz its just not who i am. i just want to cry all the time which sucks cuz its draining me

but through out all this i still have my friend who dry my tears, who help me to see the good in my life and im glad that ive got decent people in my life who love me for who i am and for that i love them back even more xxx

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